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In case anyone was wondering the Navalny situation got So Much Worse

im just gonna leave this news tweet here

there might be another protest. but i am not sure. pinned post now

short retelling under the cut. heavy stuff

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yeah this is still going. prisoner rights are human rights. every single person has a right to get medical attention, period. the fact that it's denied to Navalny and hundreds of other prisoners in our country even in the face of a hunger strike is disgusting.

It's Alice in Wonderland merch season here apparently

Them...

succulent 2 is fucking dead

i don't have any hopes for the other three

head. ache.

sorry russian freedom of speech can't come to the phone right now... why?... oh 'cause she's dead..

goooooood morning yall my therapist is sick so i'm going to be posting all day long! GOD do i have feelings thoughts and emotions i want to share, and god knows i am BACK on my BS and want to communicate somewhat.

never FUCKING mind I just wanna go back to sleep

harudadus outside are really tryna dig under my house so time to wake uuuup!!

goooooood morning yall my therapist is sick so i'm going to be posting all day long! GOD do i have feelings thoughts and emotions i want to share, and god knows i am BACK on my BS and want to communicate somewhat.

nightmares

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nightmares

a rare long-haired Catherine

me at 3am: just trying to sleep

my computers and my printer in unison, making machine noises and flashing white screen at me for no apparent reason: AWAKEN AWAKEN AWAKEN AWAKEN

Angels Would Fall - Digital Oil Painting

angels
never came down
there's no one here
they wanna hang around
but if they knew
if they knew you at all
then one by one
the angels
angels would fall

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Im temporarily back on my BS but I'm just gonna start a new post for that

I find eldritch horror biology intriguing because. a) I rely on the theory that the reason they look so bizarre is that they, well, are, and we can't even perceive them properly, they might be shifting dimensions and shit and we won't even know it. b) if an ant saw a hairy human leg up close, an ant would just assume humans are covered in either tentacles or antennae, and this ant would sit around wondering why on earth do we need so many and how are we moving them all at the same time, when in reality we have no control over our body hair and we need it for, uhm? i don't remember exactly what, maybe even protection from ants?

i mean it's just an endless field of research to think about what kind of evolutionary role would having 9000 eyes play. and the elder gods are biologically connected somehow, considering how the planets they were born on are known and how there's that. giant floating eye thing that flies in space, looks at other planets, and awakens the creatures on them or something

HELLO HELLO!

I would love getting some help on a project for my art classes! It only requires you drawing your favorite animal and posting it here! It can be a 10 second doodle or an hour long drawing, whatever pleases you, as long as you tell me what the animal is once you post it! ^_^

I would love getting many entries (max 1 per person though!) so I could also take submissions from your friends or acquaintances!

I'll be printing them and showing them to my art classes, but everything will be properly credited!

Here, I'll start:

behold a cat

Got an existential horror moment today from going to the mall. God. There's PEOPLE out there and life has been happening this whole time. The entire mall is different. They've been building buildings outside. Setting trends. And now they're just THERE IN MASSES. Perceiving me. Having social norms and stuff. Having an option to interact with me. And there's all this STUFF outside. There are things happening and it was all without me, and it continues just fine regardless if I am there physically or not

I'm going riiiight back under my blanket, thanks.

I. Forgot how being excited over something positive actually feels. I didn't feel it when moving because it was so spontaneous and i was so stressed.

adapting to using public transport again after isolation is. a thing. if you're like me, please put extra time in your public transport journey planning because you might need it.

I've been playing Baldur's Gate 3 in my free time and absolutely adore the game. So I just had to paint something! Gale's romance was so sweet for me 😭

I also remembered to record the painting process, so you can find the timelapse video here!

people who like my posts i cannot thank you enough for letting me be my true authentic self on here and not feel awkward. this seriously got me through this week

[ID: Genshin Impact fanart. Digital artwork in warm tones depicting Xiao with qingxin in his hair. He makes a small smile as he stares with his cheeks flushed nervously at the viewer. He's holding out a yellow Crystalfly in his hands. Around him several more of them fly around. The background is light beige with elements of dust and the character seems to be surrounded by delicate yellow light. End ID]

H-he said. He decided he would find a Crystalfly. To put in your hair. Cause he thought. That would look nice

*starts sobbing*

My sexuality is when someone says the word lust in power metal songs

okay im waking up, i need to process yesterday, and hooo lyyyy, where do i even begin.

i am at rank 18 in genshin impact so that's good, i get to have a new chapter of the main quest to access so that's? good?

Java from No Follow 「game」
Concept art update
※ who?
※ no follow site
※ twitter nonsense

Ram from No Follow 「game」
Concept art update
※ who?
※ no follow site
※ twitter nonsense