babushka(he/she, он/она/)
posted this
Time ago

sorry im so emotional but also enlightened i am all over the place because i haven't been happier and mentally healthier in my entire LIFE the closest i got to this was 14 when iwas on buddhism or at some point of individual therapy or on certain meds... now at a rare point in my life i am AT BOTH INDIVIDUAL THERAPY, GROUP THERAPY, MEDICINE A ND BUDDHISM , we are reaching mental health levels which SHOULD NOT BE POSSIBLE


babushka(he/she, он/она/)
spaded-aces(they/them/she/her)
Time ago

Hello all, it's good to be back!

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-No NSFW (I can do kinda saucy but no flat out NSFW)

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babushka(he/she, он/она/)
babushka(he/she, он/она/)
Time ago
babushka

Inazuma Inazuma Inazuma Inazuma Inazuma

babushka

Im lowkey disappointed in electro attacks lmao

but then again, Geo weirded me out until i learned how to use it properly. I'm still kinda bad at it tho because I am too used to anemo at this point. Ideally I'd love to recognise which element is needed where and resonate accordingly like a super-cool-avatar-traveler but that's gonna be a lot of work


babushka

Is Thoma a shibainu or is he straight up messing with us... Could be both


babushka

I see


babushka

Did Thoma just say traveler has determination... *undertale theme starts playing*


babushka

the duality of inazuma. you almost die fighting a couple of regular monsters who are extremely strong there for some reason and the next second a fucking dancing racoon? panda?? coala greets you and does flips for you


babushka

i frickin love ayaka


babushka

Inazuma is my fav country aesthetic-wise so far


babushka

so if you lose your vision you lose your hopes and dre- i mean, your wishes and ambitions like that?

that kind of solidifies the theory that visions are materialised not granted because gods can't take away something that was not given by them in the first place... because you must have ambitions in order to even gain a vision in the first place


babushka

Inazuma is just so fucking weird!!! I love it!! It's like a normal country with cherry blossoms but if you take a step right or left there's some impossible electrically charged bullshit happening! Sakura is everywhere but you can't have the petals unless you electrocute them! Im living for this shit


babushka

so Raiden Shogun shows no emotions...

is she ok



babushka(he/she, он/она/)
posted this
Time ago

me: so that was anticlimactic

therapist: looks like you already sorted this out yourself


babushka(he/she, он/она/)
babushka(he/she, он/она/)
Time ago
babushka

Inazuma Inazuma Inazuma Inazuma Inazuma

babushka

Im lowkey disappointed in electro attacks lmao

but then again, Geo weirded me out until i learned how to use it properly. I'm still kinda bad at it tho because I am too used to anemo at this point. Ideally I'd love to recognise which element is needed where and resonate accordingly like a super-cool-avatar-traveler but that's gonna be a lot of work


babushka

Is Thoma a shibainu or is he straight up messing with us... Could be both


babushka

I see


babushka

Did Thoma just say traveler has determination... *undertale theme starts playing*


babushka

the duality of inazuma. you almost die fighting a couple of regular monsters who are extremely strong there for some reason and the next second a fucking dancing racoon? panda?? coala greets you and does flips for you


babushka

i frickin love ayaka


babushka

Inazuma is my fav country aesthetic-wise so far


babushka

so if you lose your vision you lose your hopes and dre- i mean, your wishes and ambitions like that?

that kind of solidifies the theory that visions are materialised not granted because gods can't take away something that was not given by them in the first place... because you must have ambitions in order to even gain a vision in the first place


babushka

Inazuma is just so fucking weird!!! I love it!! It's like a normal country with cherry blossoms but if you take a step right or left there's some impossible electrically charged bullshit happening! Sakura is everywhere but you can't have the petals unless you electrocute them! Im living for this shit



babushka(he/she, он/она/)
posted this
Time ago

Electro (Lightning)

Congratulations, your vision is Electro and you've been blessed by the Electro Archon! You may seem mysterious and intimidating but once people get to know you they learn that you are beautiful and intelligent. You also have a leaning towards the dependent than independent. At your best you are energetic, looking to complete your tasks as fast and as best as you can. You are intelligent and enjoy a good smart conversation that makes you and others think but maybe not too much. At your worst you are more spontaneous, your mind tends to be scattered unable to just settle on one task. You can also be a bit too heated and keep more to yourself despite tending to be more dependent.

https://uquiz.com/quiz/GT5Kcx?p=776328

i feel neutral towards this result


babushka(he/she, он/она/)
posted this
Time ago

Im gonna order resin soon so what do you think should i make some??? visions idk?? i wanna create a craft


babushka(he/she, он/она/)
babushka(he/she, он/она/)
Time ago
babushka

Inazuma Inazuma Inazuma Inazuma Inazuma

babushka

Im lowkey disappointed in electro attacks lmao

but then again, Geo weirded me out until i learned how to use it properly. I'm still kinda bad at it tho because I am too used to anemo at this point. Ideally I'd love to recognise which element is needed where and resonate accordingly like a super-cool-avatar-traveler but that's gonna be a lot of work


babushka

Is Thoma a shibainu or is he straight up messing with us... Could be both


babushka

I see


babushka

Did Thoma just say traveler has determination... *undertale theme starts playing*


babushka

the duality of inazuma. you almost die fighting a couple of regular monsters who are extremely strong there for some reason and the next second a fucking dancing racoon? panda?? coala greets you and does flips for you


babushka

i frickin love ayaka


babushka

Inazuma is my fav country aesthetic-wise so far


babushka

so if you lose your vision you lose your hopes and dre- i mean, your wishes and ambitions like that?

that kind of solidifies the theory that visions are materialised not granted because gods can't take away something that was not given by them in the first place... because you must have ambitions in order to even gain a vision in the first place



babushka(he/she, он/она/)
babushka(he/she, он/она/)
Time ago
babushka

Inazuma Inazuma Inazuma Inazuma Inazuma

babushka

Im lowkey disappointed in electro attacks lmao

but then again, Geo weirded me out until i learned how to use it properly. I'm still kinda bad at it tho because I am too used to anemo at this point. Ideally I'd love to recognise which element is needed where and resonate accordingly like a super-cool-avatar-traveler but that's gonna be a lot of work


babushka

Is Thoma a shibainu or is he straight up messing with us... Could be both


babushka

I see


babushka

Did Thoma just say traveler has determination... *undertale theme starts playing*


babushka

the duality of inazuma. you almost die fighting a couple of regular monsters who are extremely strong there for some reason and the next second a fucking dancing racoon? panda?? coala greets you and does flips for you


babushka

i frickin love ayaka


babushka

Inazuma is my fav country aesthetic-wise so far



babushka(he/she, он/она/)
babushka(he/she, он/она/)
Time ago
babushka

Inazuma Inazuma Inazuma Inazuma Inazuma

babushka

Im lowkey disappointed in electro attacks lmao

but then again, Geo weirded me out until i learned how to use it properly. I'm still kinda bad at it tho because I am too used to anemo at this point. Ideally I'd love to recognise which element is needed where and resonate accordingly like a super-cool-avatar-traveler but that's gonna be a lot of work


babushka

Is Thoma a shibainu or is he straight up messing with us... Could be both


babushka

I see


babushka

Did Thoma just say traveler has determination... *undertale theme starts playing*


babushka

the duality of inazuma. you almost die fighting a couple of regular monsters who are extremely strong there for some reason and the next second a fucking dancing racoon? panda?? coala greets you and does flips for you


babushka

i frickin love ayaka



babushka(he/she, он/она/)
babushka(he/she, он/она/)
Time ago
babushka

Inazuma Inazuma Inazuma Inazuma Inazuma

babushka

Im lowkey disappointed in electro attacks lmao

but then again, Geo weirded me out until i learned how to use it properly. I'm still kinda bad at it tho because I am too used to anemo at this point. Ideally I'd love to recognise which element is needed where and resonate accordingly like a super-cool-avatar-traveler but that's gonna be a lot of work


babushka

Is Thoma a shibainu or is he straight up messing with us... Could be both


babushka

I see


babushka

Did Thoma just say traveler has determination... *undertale theme starts playing*


babushka

the duality of inazuma. you almost die fighting a couple of regular monsters who are extremely strong there for some reason and the next second a fucking dancing racoon? panda?? coala greets you and does flips for you



babushka(he/she, он/она/)
babushka(he/she, он/она/)
Time ago
babushka

Inazuma Inazuma Inazuma Inazuma Inazuma

babushka

Im lowkey disappointed in electro attacks lmao

but then again, Geo weirded me out until i learned how to use it properly. I'm still kinda bad at it tho because I am too used to anemo at this point. Ideally I'd love to recognise which element is needed where and resonate accordingly like a super-cool-avatar-traveler but that's gonna be a lot of work


babushka

Is Thoma a shibainu or is he straight up messing with us... Could be both


babushka

I see


babushka

Did Thoma just say traveler has determination... *undertale theme starts playing*



babushka(he/she, он/она/)
babushka(he/she, он/она/)
Time ago
babushka

Inazuma Inazuma Inazuma Inazuma Inazuma

babushka

Im lowkey disappointed in electro attacks lmao

but then again, Geo weirded me out until i learned how to use it properly. I'm still kinda bad at it tho because I am too used to anemo at this point. Ideally I'd love to recognise which element is needed where and resonate accordingly like a super-cool-avatar-traveler but that's gonna be a lot of work


babushka

Is Thoma a shibainu or is he straight up messing with us... Could be both


babushka

I see



babushka(he/she, он/она/)
babushka(he/she, он/она/)
Time ago
babushka

Inazuma Inazuma Inazuma Inazuma Inazuma

babushka

Im lowkey disappointed in electro attacks lmao

but then again, Geo weirded me out until i learned how to use it properly. I'm still kinda bad at it tho because I am too used to anemo at this point. Ideally I'd love to recognise which element is needed where and resonate accordingly like a super-cool-avatar-traveler but that's gonna be a lot of work


babushka

Is Thoma a shibainu or is he straight up messing with us... Could be both



babushka(he/she, он/она/)
babushka(he/she, он/она/)
Time ago
babushka

Inazuma Inazuma Inazuma Inazuma Inazuma

babushka

Im lowkey disappointed in electro attacks lmao

but then again, Geo weirded me out until i learned how to use it properly. I'm still kinda bad at it tho because I am too used to anemo at this point. Ideally I'd love to recognise which element is needed where and resonate accordingly like a super-cool-avatar-traveler but that's gonna be a lot of work



babushka(he/she, он/она/)
posted this
Time ago

Inazuma Inazuma Inazuma Inazuma Inazuma


babushka(he/she, он/она/)
babushka(he/she, он/она/)
Time ago
babushka

are there any gacha games with actual diversity

babushka

@jasvinfellover aww what a shame i just wanna draw a bunch of diverse characters without sinking into a fandom too much. but all gacha games are full of white thin girls and boys with straight hair.

guess i'll go back to steven universe for that


babushka

polychora commented on this post:
Perhaps you should make your own gacha game?

that's a valid point but i kinda hate designing characters, especially a LOT of them. i only have 2,5 universes and each has like 4 OCs. I just wanna make fanart for someone who has already designed a bunch of different OCs.

wait... everyone on here had a bunch of different ocs...


babushka

i actually have an idea for a gacha game


babushka

Okay so it's basically Lost Souls but gacha

You play as the current head of Lost Souls (Tamara). Basically what Lost Souls does it searching for angels and demons who fell to Earth and helping them adjust and maybe sending them back. Infinite character collector potential. Ai's story is the first quest you complete and then you get him and Lu as the default character. The story is told in a visual novel format



babushka(he/she, он/она/)
posted this
Time ago

I don't usually change body types of characters that I draw fanart for but Genshin Impact is getting on my nerves portraying Beidou and Ninngguang, two grown ass women, with head to body ratio of 18yos at best. Everyone has the same body and they're all thin as a branch. if every damn fanartist draws those skinny bois with huge badonkers im allowed to give ths girls some meat on their bones too dammit


babushka(he/she, он/она/)
posted this
Time ago

my therapist is back this week and boy oh boy are they even ready for this


babushka(he/she, он/она/)
lerunscorner(She/They)
Time ago
lerunscorner

DO YOU REMEMBER

THE 21ST NIGHT OF SEPTEMBER


babushka(he/she, он/она/)
posted this
Time ago

Im glad most of my childhood was internet-less but it still probably influenced me crucially a lot because it planted two things in my mind 1) there's tons of people in the world who want me dead and 2) people who claim to love me on the internet will immediately want me dead if i make any mistake.

yeah great


babushka(he/she, он/она/)
licieoic
Time ago

Smite - Digital Oil Painting

I painted myself as Castiel as an homage to him for a slightly belated birthday present. Happy birthday, Cas!

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babushka(he/she, он/она/)
posted this
Time ago

how pale IS Rosaria? I don't remember anything about her being a zombie or a vampire or a homestuck cosplayer. Is she sick? Is she okay? Or is this just from smoking?


babushka(he/she, он/она/)
posted this
Time ago

how pale IS Rosaria? I don't remember anything about her being a zombie or a vampire or a homestuck cosplayer. Is she sick? Is she okay? Or is this just from smoking?


babushka(he/she, он/она/)
posted this
Time ago

What kind of an Archon Centipede are Abyss Mages constructing? Lumine come pick me up I'm scared


babushka(he/she, он/она/)
posted this
Time ago

my bedtime: is in 1hr

me: what if i watched every disney princess movie to find out which one i am


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